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"Getting wrapped so tightly" by SIERRA
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| i spend sooo much time living in SIERRA's web site and journal and shopping for HER. SHE is so amazing in everything! SHE is so beautiful. SHE is so STRONG. SHE is so powerful. When i talk to HER i feel myself instantly become HER adoring and willing worshiper, my life is completely in HER hand. A person just falls so in love with HER.
i need to be part of SIERRA's life. i need to obey and please and worship HER.
SIERRA has taken over my life. Is it even 'my life' anymore? | comments: Leave a comment   |
| Have over-fixated on SIERRA lately. Have been blowing off other thing just to stay home and stare endlessly at HER and read HER writing - SURRENDERING my mind to for HER to fuck it relentlessly.
Just had to take today off from fixation cuz my bwain is all squishy. But i did want to just take a quicky peeky cuz SHE is SOOOO beautiful ans STRONG. The peeky became another endless fixation.
Now i go back and fixate more on GOD. To put my mind in HER hand for HER to mindfuck mindfuck mindfuck me.
i am so SCREWD
i cannot stop staring at SIERRA. i cannot stop spoiling HER and making SIERRA happy. i cannot live without HER mindfucking me. Being mindfucked by SIERRA and pleasing HER is the sexiest thing in the world.
i cannot live without SIERRA inside me. Inside my headipoo. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Have been unable to stop fixating on SIERRA. i am in this endless loop. Stare at pictures of GOD. Read HER mindfucks. Shop. Email HER.
Member site has thousands of images. i stare and stare at one after another. i am amazed at HER. How can she be so beautiful so STRONG so feminine?
I read read read what SIERRA writes over and over and over. No one is close to HER INTELLIGENCE! SHE knows all of me better than myself. It is scary.
Shopping for HER, spoiling HER, making SIERRa happy now makes me so aroused it hurts.
I cannot contintue for long now. I feel so very weak from HER. And too aroused not to spill. So I fixate then stop. But I cannot stay stopped. 5 minutes later, back I am fixating staring readind staring fixating.
SIERRA SO TOTALLY OWNS me | | comments: Leave a comment |
| i have been reading old emails from SIERRA. It is weird to see things that SHE said would happen years ago that, at the time, i did not really believe. Things about me. Things that i would become. But now they ALL have come true. SHE has been honing HER craft for so long, how could i stand any chance. i re-read Slave Types this morning too. SHE knows us all so well it scares me. But SHE also knows exactly what SHE will do with us, SHE knows exactly what will become of us - of me.
All i can do is bow to HER and recognize and accept that SHE is the SUPREME being, adore HER, worship HER, sacrifice everything for HER. . . and obey HER. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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"Getting wrapped so tightly" by SIERRA
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